you make me unbeautiful.

Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 4:52 PM

With everything settled, a new week starts.
Kind of wish the time to pass very very quickly.
Lessons were indeed boring,
but as usual, that Yanwen is always there to make my day :D
Hoho, what a random post -.-

And i am glad that the problem in our clique finally settled <3
And i just hope that my health gets better -.-

Sometimes i wonder,
Did i really think too highly of you?

Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 6:06 PM

Nothing much today. Quite fun actually.
But both of them are still not talking to each other ):
Being the middle woman is really tough.
Well, hope everything will be fine soon. Sigh.
I am sad. Really sad. ):
I guess i shall stop here.

LAODA, GET WELL SOON!
and my illness is getting from bad to worse ):

Tell me, what should i do? ):

Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 10:22 PM

My brain is bursting.
Does the word "sorry" always so difficult to say?
Then why doesn't any one of you just say it.
Does it matter who says it?
I really don't want this clique to seperate.
I really don't want to.
Anyway, what i said doesn't matter, isn't it?
Then i shall not bother anymore.
Anyway, Things at home are getting better.
Well, at least i hope.

XMX, recover soon! :D

And i think i'm falling sick soon ):

i will still put on a smile, no matter what :]

Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 7:06 PM

Some disputes in the clique today.
Oh well, hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Girlfriends, please be happy ):
It saddens me when both of you quarrel.
&I have had enough of you, dickless.

LOVEYOU, TOHWEICHENG! <3

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 5:44 PM

If only you knew,

My stomach is torturing me very, very badly :C
And i missed the next half of the day's lesson because of that.
I don't know whats wrong with my stomach recently.
Anyway, I need to recover very fast!
Those cold fights have not really been over.
Somehow, i just don't feel the same towards you anymore.
I just don't understand why you cared so much about me.
Maybe i should say, too much.
Oh well, whatever.

I miss you so much! ):

Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 7:30 PM

When the flower blossoms again.

HOHO, I'm here to blog! -.-
I am super duper bored right now!
I am suppose to do homework right now,
but i somehow forgot what homework i'm suppose to do ><
Yes, i'm crapping. -.-
So much homework to be done! ):
And i still need my 10hours of sleep! ><
This is very very bad. Sigh, can't help it.
And band resumes tomorrow, wow, we had such a NICE break -.-
&I know i'm good at sarcasm :D

Bigzero, I miss you so so much! ):
I want to go to the zoo with you!
And I want to last forever with you.

Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 9:04 PM

I'm feeling really really weird.
What's wrong with me recently.
Anyway, i have so many many homework not done.
And i guess i'm gonna rush tonight again.
This is tiring man.
Anyway, op'us is over.
Hope there will be a break. I really hope so.
I need my 10hours of sleep back! )<

&what should i do? ):

Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 11:20 PM

It's time to blog.
Had fun today, I was like enjoying myself,
although i was really tired. And my mouth nearly rot -.-
However, there are some problems here and there as well.
I guess i shall not be a kpo anymore.

I miss my clique! ):
I really miss the times when we're together!
If only we were still like last time. That will be wonderful.
But can we? I don't know.
Sigh, just remember that, i'm always willing to lend you my shoulder,
and a listening ear for you :)
And of course, i still LOVE YOU <3
Because, our heart beat as one.

ABC<3

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 8:53 PM

HOORAY!
2 more days before they are back!
I super miss them!
But the problem right now is,
I can't fetch them from airport!
Which makes me super duper sad.
Sigh. I don't know what to do :C

&I'm super looking forward to instructor's chalet!
Although i will only be going for one day,
but i think it will be fun! *grins*
FUNFUNFUN!
17th June faster come! :D
However, i'm not looking forward to band camp ><

LY, A! <3
Tsk, you are always featured in my blog!
You must be honoured! *grins*

Saturday, June 7, 2008 @ 8:53 PM

IMISSYOU! >(

I MISS making fun of WANSHING.
I MISS the laughter of GRACE.
I MISS the "ahohoho"and cuteness of QIANLING.
I MISS the "qing ai de" from IRIS.
I MISS the pervert jokes from HUILING.
I MISS the look of RASUL.
I MISS the gayness of MICHAEL.
I MISS the talks with FAYYAD.
I MISS the cold jokes of ZONGQUAN.
I MISS the sotong look of NADIAH.

Basically, i miss every shit about them and everyone in band.
Seriously, i never felt such a strong bond before.
I wanted so so much to send them off, and yet i cannot make it.
I'm just shit.
I want to hear gossips from all of you!
I want to see all of you! I really want to.
No one knows how i feel.

And there's so many many things happening recently.
And i don't know who to talk to.
Yes, im suffering.
How i wish they will be back soon and i will tell them everything!
PLEASE COME BACK SOON!
12th JUNE.
IMISSYOU >(
And before i forgot,
GOODLUCKFORCOMPETITION! :D

&&What should i do now? x/3

Friday, June 6, 2008 @ 5:44 PM

I want to die.
And im dying.
I very much want to die.
And i died.

Can i rewind right back to the beginning? ):
I miss everything.
Oh well time, please turn back.

It's our Second month tomorrow.
I'm such a bad girlfriend ):

Wednesday, June 4, 2008 @ 10:58 AM

With a tear in my eye

I am sad.
Super duper sad.
I wanted so much to send the girls to aust today.
But all thanks to the camp and all those shit,
i cant make it.
I really want to go.
Sigh.
And i'm missing the girls a lot already.
Hell, how am i suppose to survive 9days without them?
I might as well jump off the building right now.

Take care, WANSHING.
Dont have bra, remember to tell me.
I dont mind using fedex :D
Its fast!
<3

Take care GRACE.
You are the one that i worried most.
Better take good care of yourself i tell you!
(tsk. Please please please help me take care of her.)
<3

Take care QIANLING.
Please dont wear the wrong bra -.-
Cause it doesn't fit you. Muahaha.
MATONG! <3

Take care IRIS.
Qing ai de!
You dont anyhow go crazy uh.
Better eat your medicine regularly.
Ahaha.
LOVEYOU! <3

&together,
our heart beat as one!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 8:36 PM

$lLl x DJD/ LD * XMX + XMT + BB = LOVE<3

Take care when you are in Australia.
Take a lot of photos and send me :D
And i guess that's good enough.
Most importantly!
Take care of yourselves and look out for others alright!
(tsk, especially xmx. -.- As you can see. She still a small kid. I most worried about her already.)
I want everyone safely back hor!
And lastly,
all the best for competition :D
IMISSALLOFYOU!
And gosh, i'm already missing all of you already. D:

and i very much treasure this friendship a lot.

@ 8:22 PM

I am definitely gonna miss the girls.
DEFINITELY.
Oh efffffffffff,
9days not being able to see them.
No one can understand my feeling D:
And im not able to send them off tomorrow.
That's even worse.
OH FTW.
Why are things always end up like this.
Oh, i so hate this feeling.
How i wish when i wake up the next day,
its 12thJune already.
OH ~~FUCKING~~ DAMN IT.
Anyway, bon voyage, girls <3

And i can feel the close bond between us, women.