you make me unbeautiful.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 12:13 AM

I have been thinking and thinking.
I was all wrong. Very wrong, right from the start.
What have i been doing?
Why am i making the same mistake again?
What's wrong with me?!
Oh well, i guess i need a good sleep, a really good one.

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How i wish Im at the beach, all alone at night.
Lying on the sand that serves as the mattress.
Listening to the crashing of the waves.
Counting the stars God had hung on the sky.
God, i'm really really lost.
Lead me back, please.
Let my heart be hardened.
For i need you, i really do.