you make me unbeautiful.

Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 10:56 PM

Talked a lot to Hong Xia just now.
It somehow makes me reflect about 2oo9.
Kind of rough for me, especially in dealing with relationships.
Really really tough, whereby I really have to make important decisions.
And if i were to make the wrong decision, everything will get worse.
But it was also a period of time whereby God taught me a lot of things as well.
Even when I think about you right now,
I could really feel my heart aching.
We used to enjoy the moments that we spend together.
We used to have awesome conversations.
So many 'used to',
but where have everything gone to?
That period of time was just so beautiful, everything seems to be right.
But, i guess it was all one-sided party, and that was what really hurts me the most.
However, through all these things, God made me to become stronger,
and I guess its worth it, really worth it.
He was there to console me during the painful moments.
He was there to wipe my tears when I cry.
He was there. To heal my heart when it bleeds.
He was there, always there.
God, I only belong to you. Only.