Sometimes it may look like the world is spinning.

Got another two of my teeth extracted on Thursday and had the separator fixed.
Had difficulty smiling/talking/eating for the first 3 days.
Painful experience.
Looks like I have to eat porridge for the next few weeks.
Oh! &I just dropped one of the separator! ):

In case you're wondering why I'm recording such minor things that is going on in my life,
I wanna keep a record of the process of putting braces.
AHHH! ):
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God, i need you.
Work, work and work.
I somehow lost contact to the outside world already.
Haven't been catching up with most of my friends. ):
Hope 21st March comes really quick!
Work for the past two days was great :D
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I just realised that you have never even consider me as someone you would bother to care about.
Last time. Now. And even in the future.
I guess it will never happen.





Talked a lot to Hong Xia just now.
It somehow makes me reflect about 2oo9.
Kind of rough for me, especially in dealing with relationships.
Really really tough, whereby I really have to make important decisions.
And if i were to make the wrong decision, everything will get worse.
But it was also a period of time whereby God taught me a lot of things as well.
Even when I think about you right now,
I could really feel my heart aching.
We used to enjoy the moments that we spend together.
We used to have awesome conversations.
So many 'used to',
but where have everything gone to?
That period of time was just so beautiful, everything seems to be right.
But, i guess it was all one-sided party, and that was what really hurts me the most.
However, through all these things, God made me to become stronger,
and I guess its worth it, really worth it.
He was there to console me during the painful moments.
He was there to wipe my tears when I cry.
He was there. To heal my heart when it bleeds.
He was there, always there.
God, I only belong to you. Only.