you make me unbeautiful.

Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 2:22 PM

Life is so short.
We can't run away from death no matter what.
But for me, I can't wait to be embraced by You, Jesus.

A person might be laughing with you today, and the next day, he/she might just go..
Just like that.
Heartbreaking isn't it.
Now when i think back,
I laughed at myself for crying at some trival stuffs.
How naive I was, at that time.
I used to ponder, "what's the real meaning for living in this world?"
I just wake up everyday, thinking that it's just every other day.
Back then, I didn't know I'm so blessed by God that I can actually live for another day.
It was until last year December.
When I actually know the true meaning of my existence.
I didn't know I actually had a long-lost Father that had been patiently waiting,
waiting for the day that I will return back to His side.
Fifteen years.
He had been waiting for me for fifteen years.
It certainly ain't short.
His everlasting love towards us is something that we can never imagine.
It is way beyond our imagination.
To those lost souls out there, hang on.
Just look beside you, He is there.
God is there, beside you, to comfort you.
God is waiting for you..
To return back to His side.
&I finally know what true love is.
Thank you Lord, for not giving up on me.
You deserve the highest praise.
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O Lord,
&Now I know the reason why I live in this world.
I live to worship you.
I live to spread your words.
I live to be loved by you.