When Love blossoms,


And so i spent my whole day:
(1) Watching Tv
(2) Doing homework
(3) Sleeping
(4) Eating Durian{tsk, few years back since i last ate it}
(5) Blog shopping
(6) Doing nothing

And another day passed.
Have been eating the whole day for i-don't-know-what reason.
Hope I won't get fat because of that.
Guess i'm visiting the library again tomorrow, to do some revision.
Well, this holiday wouldn't be playing for me, but mugging.
Just hope that End Of Year Examination finishes soon.
OHOH, and i'm pretty excited about the Lantern Festival that is coming up soon! (grins)
I want to eat mooncake and carry a lantern! :D

All these times, i'm having wishful thinkings.
But i will stop all these right now.

When true love is in your hands,


Alright, Teacher's Day celebration was alright.
And after that, we had a long time deciding where to go in the afternoon.
So met Grace they all at AMK Hub's Mos Burger and we slacked.
we ate, shop, ate, shop, and finally to my house for some mahjong.
Melissa and Zongquan were total crap manszxzx. They crap all the way -.-
Reached home, and after I finished helping them set up the Mahjong table etc,
QianLing and I went for cycling, and Fayyad went off. I guess he is ill. Hope he take cares.
Cycled around, and we went to Bottle Tree Park to play their swings :D
The feeling of flying towards the sky gives me hope and joy.
However, got a little giddy, so cycled awhile more and went back.
Mahjong-ed and ZongQuan is totally crap manszxzxz!
He just can't stop his mouth from laughing/crapping.
We sufferred quite alot from his craziness.
And at around 8plus going 9, they left.
I don't know why, but i feel so f-ing tired right now.
And i just hope i manage to wake up in time for band. ):
Choosing the right path,

Well, nothing special today.
Just that Mingyu and I were exchanging weird gestures during lessons.
Really weird. Ha, just imagine that he is acting cute and you will know what i mean.
Oh well, got our exam schedule and all the memorising subjects are all packed together.
Screwed ><
I have to start studying now before i start to panic.
The course I attended were pretty alright, at least i managed to learn something.

I want to get my braces, but my dad tells me that i must do well in O's first.
Its better if i do earlier isn't it? ):
Whatever manszxzx. Anyway, studies is my priority right now.
Pissed.
When love warms the Earth,


Alright, i think my blog is too plain. So i have decided to add more colours to it :D
This will be a short post.
Or maybe, just to reply tags [:
Oh, and my health is getting better. Holas! [:
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Daniel: Hey brother, thanks for tagging me always! :D I will still smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeee bigbig luh! Don't worry. Such small things can't defeat me! Muahaha, all the best for your prelims AND everything luh! Tsk, btw beep is not the car meh? -.- Haha, (hearttt)
§h: Haha, i found you in one of the model net. So i shall feature you in my post! :D Haha,
adrain: That number too long. Call 999 enough already. LOL, easier to remember, plus 1 equals 1000 mah. Okay, lame -.- Haha, i'm waiting for friday luh! Must jiayou uh. And thanks [:
wanshing: They too lame already luh! )< And fyi, i was also in school! So what's there to be jealous about? Hahahaha! (hearttttttttttttttttttttt)
graz: Your laughters very hard meh? Hahaha. You are always crazy what! (LOVEEEEE!)
Junsheng: So are you intending to dig out your brain for me? :D Hoho.
JEANN: Haha. Not funny leh, seeshuochen! Hahaha. You take care too luh! (love)
Shannon: Haha, thanks! [:
Okay, im going crazy right now.
With graph papers flying all over the place, and suddenly, there's a chinese paper popping out.
(i'm crapping)
There's Amaths and MT test tomorrow, and i have yet to get the hold of Amaths yet.
This is getting more and more tiring.
Its killing all my braincells ):
If i'm dead, blame Amaths. (urgh)
I just hope this week passes faster, so that all the tests will be over.
And i guess i will be having dark circles by the end of the week. ):
Or maybe people can send me to the zoo and join the other pandas soon.
Sending me to IMH is probably another good idea.
Alright, i'm really really full of nonsense, but please understand.
I guess i'm too stress.

Alright, besides studies, health is creating another problem as well.
My throat is starting to sore, and i starts to cough every now and then.
With the cold weather as well, I'm having flu. ):
This is bad bad bad.
I hopy all this doesn't lead to fever.
Certainly hope so.

OH right, so i woke up early in the morning just to "chiong" to Bishan library before it opens.
And to my surprise, there are many many people outside of the library as well.
So i guess i'm still not the very-kiasu type. =X
I thought i would manage to book a table or something, but instead, i got a mini sofa that can only manage to squeeze myself to it.
Alright, so i spent 4 hours in the library alone, no eating, no pee-ing, no talking, no slacking and stuff. The feeling is so terrible please.
But i'm glad i managed to study. QianLing and my date was cancelled,
so i went to amk hub to meet Melissa and ZongQuan to fill my stomach.
They were so lovey dovey together, which makes my hair stands all the way up.
Shuyi joined us, and then when we were walking around, Melissa and Zongquan were so so lame that Shuyi and I really can't stand it.
I can't even be bothered by them please -.-

Let me give some examples:
Melissa: " Eh shuyi, you want go get signature of a singer?"
Shuyi: " Where, who?"
Melissa: "Nor, the shop there 'Ella'"
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Melissa: " You see that shop pepperplus? Beside that shop is saltminus."
Zongquan: "Then after that is sugarfree."
Shuyi: " Eh Melissa, you go in pepperplus confirm sneeze like shit want"
Melissa; "Why not you say i go inside the salt minus, my ulcer will become bigger?"

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Zongquan: "Eh body shop"
Melissa: "You can go in and find your missing parts of your body"

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When we are outside of the Fairprice, beside Breadtalk.
Melissa: " Wah here very noisy leh. Super super noisy."
Shuyi, me: " Huh? What?"
Melissa: " Wah really very noisy"
Shuyi, me: "what thing?"
Melissa: "Did you hear the breads talking so loud?"

Complete speechless. These are only just a few examples. Imagine you walk everywhere, and they make fun of the shop's name like nobody's business? -.- And I know you will go wtf -.-
Haha, anyway had fun and went home with Zq.
And we went to took the wrong MRT -.-
talked cock in the MRT.
And i know i shouldn't have wishful thinkings anymore.
I guess you found someone to replace me. Good for you. Best of luck.
Alright! It's time to update.
Band took up about 3/4 of our day.
Had running in the morning, and weirdly, my heart kind of hurt real bad due to running.
I guess its because i didn't run for a long time.
Had marching after that, and its has been a long long time since we marched.
While we are suppose to chin up, Grace and i were admiring the bra that was hanged on the 10th floor of the HDB flat right beside the school.
We were too bored/tired until we were guessing which cup is it. (and we estimated its a C-cup -.-)
Okay, sectional after that and blah.
Oh by the way, Amirul, you should brush up in your English huh? :D
{tsk no offence, :D}

Yay, I am going to study in the library tomorrow! :D
And for unknown reason, i am feeling happy about that.
Its back to serious work.
I guess i have to work really hard in order to get to the course i want in Poly.
I must work hard! ><
I will never forget what you said to me that broke my heart real bad.
Never,
I need comfort food. I want a huge tub of ice-cream right in front of me.
I want to eat until i die, I don't want to live.
I'm feeling so so so so sad.
Whatever,

I hate you. My heart really sank when you said all that to me. I want to cry. I wanted to wait for you until my exams or whatever is all over.
But i guess, i don't have to anymore. Because in the first place, i don't stand a single chance. My heart really shattered. You're gone, forever. I will move on, definitely will.
TAG REPLES [:
Daniel: He is hawt what! :D Hoho. Fluffy people rawks! (heartttt)
Jency: I did what I was told. :D So did you have you supper in the end? :D
kkcw: Ahem, im 100% Normal okay!
Daniel: haha, you can take the photo and slowly look at the balloon :D
§h: My gosh, are you shannon? =X Sorry luh, i find you too hawt =X Haha, how did you know my blog anyway?

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Alright, its a follow-up of yesterday's post.
Credits to feiyao, he took all this :D
And its really fun (love)

Zq's t-shirt -.-























How to cut and fix the cake into a dinosaur.
























The lovely cake we made for her. Nice dinosaur huh! :D


The cards we made for her.





















Under my void deck.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TONGQIANLING! ♥♥
(manymanyhearts!)
One year older already, must grow up okay. Love you alot, woman! :D

Lessons were alright, but its kind of humid in that 1st floor classroom.
I guess I haven't adapt to it yet.
After school, went to Shuyi's house to help her 'N' level art together with qianling.
And after crapping awhile and stuff, eileen and MelissaT came over and join us.
Art is really a tiring subject, its a good thing that i didn't take that comb.
Alright, so we slacked, crapped and whatever we can do over there.
Her house is really pretty and its fun with them :D
No stress at all, hurhur.
Bus-ed home, &eileen and melissa sent me home.
How nice of them, sweet eh. :D (love)
And I have yet to study for tomorrow's test! ):
(Its gonna be a long post, :D)
Okay, its a rather important day to me today and tomorrow.
Its qianling's birthday tomorrow and we are baking a cake for her(birthday surprise).
Thus, Wanshing, MelissaT, Zongquan and Fayyad came over to my house.
Slacked awhile at my house and iris came and join us.
We went seperate ways to get our stuffs done and we really thought we couldn't make it.
Rushed home and get all our stuffs ready.
Got really tired and we had difficulty lying to qianling.
Its really hilarious come to think of it.
The cake was done at about 8plus, and we cut into pieces to form a dinosaur.
Hahaha, its so funny. With the ice-cream used as the icing, and wasabi as the icing of the tail of the dinosaur, (picture will be up tomorrow)
we went down to my house void deck as ql, who don't know anything, is downstair,
gave her a surprise and i guess she was really touched.
Slacked and zq became so lame please -.-
Wanshing and iris left first before we continued crapping.
We had loads of fun. :D
Ql and i even dared zq and melissa to do SOMETHING :D
Hahaha, I hope its a nice birthday "party" for her.
Oh, and we bake a dinosaur cake for her for a reason. (grins)
And its school tomorrow! ):
My classroom is shifted to first floor, its gonna be super warm over there! ):
Okay, -.-

Come to think of it, its one more hour to her birthday.
And i know she knows i love her lots. <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">love, ♥

Flashbacks appear in my mind again and again.
But you don't even care, isn't it ): anyway,
Good luck for your prelims, and most importantly, takecare of your health.
SHANNON DOMINIC LIM,
He is so so hawt,
How i wish he is my boyfriend.













And so i spent half of my day in band.
Had running in the morning and its alright to me.
After that went to CDS to play some music.
But i was more of enjoying myself over there.
And I got myself almost crazy because Ezaidah is just so cute.
Went for passionarte during lunch break.
And when we are going back to school, it started to rain heavily.
With the air-con blowing at me in the CDS, my whole body is trembling.
I went to dry myself and got myself a sweater before i get comfortable again.
Had early dismissal due to some reasons and feiyao, ql and co. went to play bball,
while grace, zongquan and I were sitting by the side watching them play.
And it started to rain again -.-
Crapped and went off to the CC again together with Zq.
And we were reaching CC again, it started to rain. We are really really unlucky.
It was rather interesting over there, had fun and head-ed home with zq.
And to end off this post, we were caught 3 times in the rain. -.-

I really love you alot alot, I want to rewind back, right to the past. ):
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TAG REPLIES, ♥
Daniel: Haha, they are really really cute luh! :D You say de uh! I will be waiting for that day manxzxzx.
And i want mahjong luh, bodoh! (love)
wanshing: LOL, cannot let the secret leak out! Muahaha,
Shiqi: HELLO! :D
Daniel: Hahaha, date -.- I also waiting for that day! ^^
Weizhong: Muahaha, you really tagged! (grins)































HEARTS! ♥♥












GABRIEL IGLESIAS.
the best comedian you have ever seen.
Although he is fluffy, but don't joke with him.
Because you can't win him with your jokes. (grins)
He is the best.

I'm back from shopping.
It has been a long long time since i stepped into Far East.
And i was so happy when i finally bought my stuffs.
My maid is always my ideal partner when it comes to shopping.
I just love her,
And after four hours, we mrt-ed home, super exhausted.

Take care, (with love)

TAG REPLIES, ♥
rachel: Haha, okay! Must uh! {love}
Daniel: Best luh, you! :D Huha! Love,
chunwei: If not SEQ uh? Hahahah, you abit funny hor.
wanshing: Don't need scared! Just think of Qianling's beloved dinosaur can already! (grins)(loves)
Daniel: Haha! You say de uh! Must buy alot alot for me! :D Remember uh! Hoho, i want to eat until fluffy fluffy! Muahuha, Takecare (heart)

School was alright today.
And we had quite a pretty relaxing day. (grins)
Went for band after school.
And coaching Trishia and Ezaidah(the two very cute clarinet juniors) for sectional is hilarious.
I had a good laugh when i was teaching them. They are really adorable.
Yay, I had salmon for dinner! :D
&the coolest thing is, I was craving for that a few days back, and i get to eat it now! [:
{tsk, wanshing. Jealousssssss?}
And i can't wait for tomorrow! (grins)

You had others to concern you, so i guess my concern is not needed. So i will just write the things i want here as you don't read my blog.
I really hope you will go and see the doctor. I'm really worried about you. I kept thinking of how are you.
And i know i shouldn't be thinking.
Your name was mention twice today, and i got pretty effected by it.
What's wrong with me? I thought i said i want to move on ): Damn me. I hate myself, urgh )<

Lessons were interestingggg.
Yanwen and I were fooling around during chemistry. Haha,
she's always the sotong! (loves)
Band was awesome today too.
I got to know a very cute clarinet junior! She's so cute please,
not in terms of the appearance, but her character. Just that i don't know how to spell her name ><
She's really really really cute lah!
And wanshing!
Don't be afraid, just play!
We won't laugh at you. In fact, we will fully support you! (grins)

I can't find any reason why you don't want to see a doctor.
Health is obviously more important than studies. I just hope that you will get well soon,
and i will pray for you everyday. I really will. All the best for your N level. (love)
I suddenly feel so excited about mooncake festival! OMG -.-
I don't know why. -.- But i want it to come, faster!
And time really flies~
okay, school wasn't interesting today.
But the weather is nice ^^
And it's such a good weather to sleep right now! :D
Okay, random -.-
Now my head is splitting since yesterday,
and my both thumbs are swollen due to SOME reasons.
Everything isn't right! ):

We said we wanted to go to zoo together.
But looks like I have to go there with friends ):
If only there is a button "rewind",
Went out to meet wanshing for lunch.
(It's a miracle that my dad allows me to go out.)
After that, headed to popular and saw szeli and shuyi.
Shuyi is acting like an idiot in the popular manszxz! LOL,
and my dear szeli was busy looking for a present -.-
They left after that and MelissaTan came over and meet us.
We did SOMETHING, and they came over to my house and DID something.
Crapped and did our things. Really enjoy the session manszxz.
I don't feel like going school tomorrow! ):
&my head hurts terribly right now. )<

I know i have to move on,
but why am i still clinging on to you ):
You just don't understand the feeling. ,
All i hope now, is for you to be happy and find a girl soon. (love)
I dislike my dad. He is always the spoiler! )<
I don't like him!
Okay, so i spent my whole morning praying my grandfather.
It's really sad when i see my grandmother cry when the priest or whoever is chanting for my grandfather. I can feel the sadness. It has been two years since my grandfather left. I miss him.
And i didn't know i actually became an aunt! I feel so old when i think about it.
Oh well, stayed at home for the rest of the day.
And i guess i have to do the same thing tomorrow as well!
Staying at home the whole day is bad for health! Urgh. ):
A pity my dad doesn't know this fact. I feel like i'm in jail manszxzxz!
Whatever, ♥

TALK COCK.
kanmingyu :D : Haha! You know i meant it in a sarcastic way right! :D Muahaha, how's your trip to macau?
Daniel: Huhahuha! Must take care of yourself okay! :D Ly,
chunwei: Where got mian qiang! My tagboard have tone want uh! I didn't know leh, :D
wanshing: And i can't go out! ): Damn it manszxzxz.
graz: Haha, yes we will! :D
ShaunL: Mine is solid plus big can. Stop bullying me luh! Hahaha,
Rachel: I know you miss my ass luh! Muahaha, miss me then must meet more often! LOVEEEE,

I still miss you, but i'm slowly giving up.
with lots of love,
And so, i have changed my blogskin.
I stayed at home for the whole day today, because its my dad(the spoiler)'s order.
Urgh, nevermind. Its a pretty important day to me,
because it marks our clique's anniversary.
We chose today for a reason, Hoho.
I wanted to go and watch the fireworks.
But looks like, im gonna miss out this chance.
And i guess i have to glue my eyes to the television tonight.
My dad is always the spoiler! )<

NST ALL THE WAY! :D
with much love,
Just reached home from the "gathering".
Met MingYu at 5plus, he being a NICE person, was late -.-
Talk alot of cock with him =/
Oh well, we do get along pretty well, (tsk, shiyun. Dont jealous)
After that, Chintian they all came and met us.
Watched "MONEY NOT ENOUGH",
Wasn't really a very nice show. Just find the "bra part" f-ing hilarious.
And ShaunL, stop making fun of me can! ><
After that, head-ed home together with Josephine and Yanqi.
Eh! I want to watch fireworks luh! (with you)
&i'm starving! Okay random -.-

(About 1 more hour to NATIONALDAY! :D)

Eh MingYu,
BONVOYAGE HOR! remember to buy present :D
Remember! 8th October! :D (vibrates)

And i know you dislike me right now.
I guess im just not likeable, im better off dead.
Today's National Day celebration was simply awesome.
I got really high at the very beginning, which is a good thing.
I haven't been so crazy for a long long time.
Singing the songs is the best part, with Matong accompanying me to high.
But people think im crazy ):
Oh well, intended to go out with them,
but they haven't contacted me yet. Which is a bad bad thing.
Nevermind, guess i meet Mingyu they all later.
Oooooooooooh, i'm getting so high, for i don't-know-what reason.
Happy National Day, people! :D

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TAGREPLIES,
WEIZHONG: Don't worry luh, time will heal all wounds~ Muahaha, take care of yourself luh, you!
shaunL: HELLO HELLo HELlo HEllo Hello! I said 5 times in a special way too. :D
chunwei: Haha, ya luh ya luh! You very good luh. Hahaha, can le mah?
Tag replies,
Daniel: Hey, Feiyao! Thanks for everything luh, Hahuhahu! -.- Loveyou,
Unknown: Please tell me who you are? ):
wanshing: ): I'm sad luhhhhh,
WEIZHONG: Haha, you should tell yourself that before you come and tell me! Didnt sleep for 2 nights!
yueting: Haha, takecare uh! :D
from your darling birdbird: Hello :D
szeli: Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, two dot! Really must meet up luh! ):
Chunwei: Haha, ya luh ya luh. You are ALWAYS there for your erhem luh :D
kkcw: Haha, lame -.-

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My love life really sucks,
Its always so so miserable for me.
I bet i will only get married at the age of 40 -.-
40-year-old virgin. LOL!
Okay, i'm so so random.
Anyway, i really really miss you. ALOT ):
But you don't know anyway, whatever luh.
Love sucks,
New link, marks a new beginning, i hope.
well, God isn't treating me very good recently ):
I have to copy 60+ pages of Physics Textbook to be handed up by tomorrow.
To think i still have the time to blog =X
Oh well, I just hope that Ms Kaur will give us some allowance ):
Actually will be going out with clique tomorrow.
And i'm excited about it. But due to some personal reasons,
the outing is cancelled ): I want kbox with girlfriends! (heart breaks)
Oh, i have to rush Physics already,
Damn physics )<

You're the dinosaur,
that watches over me,
every day and night.
I love you, my dinosaur.
LOLLLLLLL!

My heart still feels for you,
I wanted so much to tell you how much i miss you right now,
I really want to scream, want to cry out loud.
But i can't. I thought im strong enough to move on.
But i doubt so. I really need you, but i guess, you don't need me anymore.
I really miss you so so much. Can you come back to me please? ):
Sigh.
I miss you so so much,
I have got no one to talk to right now. Or maybe i should say, i dont want others to know im sad.
How i wish we were still like before, crapping with each other, bullying each other.
Whenever i think about those memories, my heart just aches.
I wanted so much to cry out loud, but i don't want any of my family members hear me.
I want you back, I really want you back. I want the days, back when both of us love each other so much.
Do i really look so ugly that when you look at me, you feel so stress.
Maybe i really do, sigh. You are stress, now you are stress-free. But im not.
Its really difficult to remain with a smile. I'm tired.
I love you alot alot, i really do. ):
People who are out of love needs comfort food.
And i need alot alot.
I have given you up. But i really need time to forget you.
Its hard to persist, but i know i can do it.
Nothing is impossible. I don't want to cling on this thing anymore.
I know I have to move on. Maybe i will think of you alot.
But i know you will slowly fade off my mind.
I have to believe in myself.
I don't want him to have any stress regarding me. And i know he wont.
Thus, I have to leave. I must not appear in his sight. Thats the least i could do,
to help myself, and to him.
I guess everything has come to an end. Whether we will still become friends or not,
maybe not now. I have no idea.
I want so much not to love you. I really want, so that i wont indulge myself into this mindset that you still likes me. I know you don't. And i wish you dont.
I really hope you don't have any stress right now.
Lastly, i wish you happiness.
I will stay strong.
I really will try,
I thought its a blessing that we can get back together again.
But i guess, i was wrong.
I know that in every relationship, it will end.
But why cant i just accept this fact.
Yes, maybe he had hurt me alot, but all this are caused by me isn't it?
Why did he gave me false hope?
Everything wouldn't have happened if I didnt said those words.
My heart hurts so much, i don't know who to talk to now.
I guess i shouldn't have appeared in his life afterall.
Im just a person who will stress him. What for live in this world?
I might as well be dead. Yes, i very much want to die.
Shoot me dead, please.
Didn't went for band today, was sick, again. -.-
Oh well, whatever. Being sick sucks.
So i have to spend another whole day at home.
I'm getting rather hot-tempered recently, and i hate it.
I don't know what's wrong with me manszxzxz.
Urgh, with so many many things filling my mind once again,
I want to die. Whatever.

I don't know what you want, and i dont know what to do.
Seriously, i don't know what you're thinking. Whatever.
School was so so boring,
Lucky its Friday, which was pretty much relieved to me.
Mr Lim YS had his pms, as usual.
Oh well, hope he doesn't suffer much from his pms.
and i guess my English is going to get worse.
I got to buck up, since my English teacher gave up on us.
Come to think of it, i haven't done most of her homework yet. =X
Oh-well, home-d with wanshing.

I don't want to repeat the same mistake again.
No way am i letting you go ):
I still want you,