Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 6:30 PM

School was pretty okay today.
Am really glad that my fever finally subsided after so many days. *grins*
Spent the whole morning assembly crapping and telling some jokes. :X
But the fun was spoilt by Mr Goh CS. Was called back to class for maths lesson. Grrr.
Last period, which was Mother Tongue, we were called for photoshoot.
While waiting for our turn, we spent our time playing concentration.
And the funniest thing is, Mr Nair took the class photo WITH us! LOL.
He is certainly the funniest teacher i ever seen manszxzxz!
And when it comes to fun shot, he lied down on the floor like a mermaid,
and the whole class shouted Hitler with our right hands up! Muahaha.
I think thats the best manxzxz.
Lastly, home-d with iris.

Ly,
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 7:34 PM

And i spent another good day at home.
My fever didn't really subside yet, after so many days.
And i spend my day either using the computer, doing homework and sleep.
Finally, i'm going school tomorrow! I wonder thats a good thing or a bad thing.
Well, I caught up with all my homework, like finally.
But i don't have enough rest yet. Still feeling very restless and tired.
24hours a day is just not enough for me.
Well, i just have to sleep early tonight.
Goodnight in advance, lovelys.
Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 9:46 PM

I'm here to post again.
I'm so so bored. And i still have to spend another day at home tomorrow.
This is just so boring. I'm so tired. But i can't seem to fall asleep.
This is bad man. I need my beauty sleep!
Okay, i'm crapping again -.-
I miss 3a1 ): I miss NST ): I miss BIGZERO ):
I miss everyone. Urgh ><

Oh, and thanks people, who asked me to take care.
Touched and appreciated :D
With love,
@ 7:21 PM

Alright, so i was stuck at home the whole day due to my fever.
Was kind of shock when i saw my temperature of 39.8degree this morning -.-
Was very tired but i just could not fall asleep. That's the worse thing i ever had manszxz.
And i waited at the clinic for about 2hours in total -.-
Well, and i find myself weird. I am suppose to rest and sleep more.
Instead, i wanted to study -.-
I'm sure when people saw what i just type, they will like go "WOW. Wanting studied".
Yes, i can't believe i'm studying too.
And i hope NST did well in their oral.
Okay, this is just another random post as i'm just so bored right now.
Ciaos, people.
Have a good night.
Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 7:07 PM

Oh, and i forgot to update about our SIBF day, and Saturday.
Singapore International Band Festival 2008;
24 July 2008, 4.15pm

Orchid Park Wind Orchestra
(Divsion One)
-March Blue Sky
-Wind Blew Over Cherry Blossom

Band Name of Participating Organisation Award/Score (%)
70% and below - COP
70.01-80.00% - Bronze
80.01-90.00% - Silver
90.01-100% - Gold

Division I
1 Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band Bronze 77.71
2 Raffles Girls' School Symphonic Band Silver 82.00
3 NIE Youth Symphonic Band Bronze 74.14
4 Raffles Institution Military Band Silver 82.00
5 Philharmonic Youth Winds Gold 93.43
6 Republic Polytechnic Wind Symphony Silver 83.14
7 Tampines Wind Ensemble Bronze 74.43
8 Sembawang Symphonic Winds Bronze 78.71
9 Orchid Park Wind Orchestra Silver 80.57

Well, i got this from wanshing's blog.
I can still remember how nervous we are we heard the results of those good schools,
like Ngee Ann Poly, RGS and RI.
I thought they would get Gold or something.
But when i heard their result, my heart sank.
I thought we would get lower, like COP or bronze. And we never expected SILVER.
Of course, when we heard we got silver. We jumped for joy. Really.
We were so so happy.
But, that's the last competition we went with the sec4 ):
Which is not a good news to me.

26July 2008.
OPWO master class.
It's really fun with Dr. Johnson conducting.
He is really really nice :D
I will miss him when he goes back to States ):
DR JOHNSON! ♥



F.HORN
CLIQUE! ♥
@ 3:11 PM

WEIZHONG: Haha, my internet problems are finally sorted out! Hooray :D And thank you all this while! :D
Daniel: Hey brother! :D Yes, we got a SILVER! :D And btw, i thought someone say he wants to go to opaw and then when he comes back opwo, he will laugh at us?! Rawrrrr, i will never forget that manszxzxz. Haha.
from your darling bird bird: Haha, thanks :D I will =X One day. =/
wanshing: Don't have to be scared luh! Haiyoyo. You uh.
JEAN: Haha, thankyou thankyou, seesawchen! :D Hoho.

I guess i'm gonna have a busy week ahead.
Have to stay back like, almost everyday again.
It's tiring manszxzxz!
Never had a good rest for a long longgggggg time. ):
And probably that's the reason why i fell sick ><
&finally all the competitions are over, I can finally concentrate on my studies.
I have to buck up on my Amaths!
&It's oral tomorrow. And i'm nervous for i-dont-know-what reason -.-
And i have so many pages of history notes to memorise for Tuesday's test.
I'm gonna die man.
Urgh, whatever.

I miss my BIGZERO, ):
Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 7:56 PM

Lessons were oh-so boring today.
Well, nothing much happen.
After school, sit for a test and left to have lunch.

And we got silver yesterday! With the percentage of 80.57%!
HOORAY! JUMP FOR JOY! :D
We really didn't expect it. It's so unbelievable manszxzxz!
And our effort really did pay off :D


&I want to go for the CIP tomorrow! ):

I'm really glad we are back together again.
& i will really try my best to maintain this relationship.
I really do love you, with all my heart.
My incredible BIGZERO.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 6:29 PM

I'm prepared to fail both of my tests today ):
No confidence. Sigh. Its over, anyway.
Lessons are boring.
And F.Yanwen is always so blur! Haha! :D

SIBF IS ON THURSDAY! ):
And i think im falling sick soon ):
Each time when i have the courage, it will reach zero again.

You look lovely when you smile :]

The monster! Hoho :D
Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 7:28 PM

MY HAIR IS UGLYUGLY! ):
I WANT IT TO BE LONGGGGGGGG! >(
Urgh, whatever.

Today was a rather interesting day.
The "fashion show" really makes my mouth open wide.
Well, after school. Went out to have lunch, with my heels on.
And i really regretted it.
On our way back, it rained. Heavily.
Must be ZONGQUAN'S FAULT! Hoho.
And the bad thing is Iris is sick!
In order not to let iris get wet, i thought of ideas, and people laugh at me! ><
Anyway, drenched when we reached school.
And had band after that.
And lastly, we camwhored and head-ed home.
And i reach home with swollen feet -.-

Jiayou for SIBF! 3 more days! =X

I still love you, somehow.
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 8:51 PM

szeli: Haha, never join us today ): LOVE YOU TOO.
wanshing: ... Both of you! I got nothing to say -.-


Met up with wanshing today to have our haircut.
I have no comments on it.
Well, its already cut anyway.
Head-ed to ws house and slacked.
After that, Eileen and melissa joined us.
They were like fighting over a chair out of boredom..
Plus they are older than us!
Ohmygoodness, -.-
Anyway, rotted at ws house.

I miss you, i really do.
But do you? ):
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 10:55 PM

from your darling bird bird: Haha! Funny seh! You not feeling well right? Take care okay :D
WEIZHONG: It really is! :D
szeli:
Haha, yeah loh =X You luh! ><
shaunL:
Not bad, you sick, you still can lame. Hahaha. Take care luh you! :D And don't think too much.
wanshing: Don't say my malu stuffs luh! You also not any better hor! Hurhur. LOVE NST! Hurhur.
DANIEL: In what ways? -.- Hahaha! You also will kenna bully want meh?! Surprise man! Wahaha, TAKECARE! Ly,

I want to rewind back.

If i'm given the chance, i will use it really wisely.
But everything is gone now.
I realise i can't lose you. i need you so much.
I really love you.
And till now, i don't know whether its a good thing or a bad thing. I wonder.
Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 6:06 PM

Daniel: Haha, really all thanks to you guys, if not i think i will still be sad now. Now its your turn uh! Don't think too much! :D Everything will be over soon. And, about that thing.. I will try to help luh! <3
szeli: Yes?! :D Meet up soon luhhhhhh <3
from your darling bird bird: I always finds your name too long! Haha,
P: Can you be a kind soul, and tell me pleaseeeee.
unknown: Tell me please, i beg you ><
JEANN: Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, no loh! >< I know how to blow okay! :D
@ 5:49 PM

Soccer is really fun,
Just that i don't really know how to play. =X
Oh well, lessons were fairly okay.
And i'm wearing an indian costume on monday!
Yay! You are gonna see how WANTING embarrass herself on that day! -.-
{tsk, this is a super random post -.-}

SIBF is in 6 more days. Nervous! ><
Dearest Grace and Daniel, cheer up. It's not easy for two person to have love for each other. Its more difficult to last a relationship. One of you must give in, in order for the problem to be solve. You all have gone through so much, you wouldn't want to such a small thing affect your relationship, wouldn't you? So, if either one of you gave in, just forgive, and let bygones be bygones. Things will be better, isn't it? Don't be like me, who is really really dumb. So yeah, Cheer up okay? Last but not least. Last long :D
Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 5:02 PM

And so i have got the sudden urge to blog,
probably because of the boredom that is killing me.
Homework is torturing me, I have to finish two compositions, and Double maths homework, by tomorrow.
Whatever,
And i think its time for some diet, because i have been eating and eating for the pass few days,
probably because of my emotions.
I must not get any fatter!
Diet, diet, DIET!
Racial Harmony Day is a torture man!
I don't want to wear THAT clothing to school! ><
OH EFFFFFFFFFF,

I don't know what to say, and what to do anymore.
I guess it is all up to you to decide now.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 7:38 PM

So people says that i tied a weird hairstyle today.
Puzzled, does it mean that not many people tie this hairstyle=weird?
Well, no comments on that. School was fine today, i guess.
And i think i'm gonna be back to myself soon.
After all, i have to move on when i know that there's no more chance anymore.
So yeah, thank you to all the lovelys who consoled me.

If we were still together, its our 100th day today.
And, you look much happier these few days.,
So, i guess your life will be way better than last time.
But give me time to forget you.
Therefore, I wish you happiness.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 5:38 PM

wanshing: i guess its just all too late ):
unknown: Would you mind telling me who you are? Please :]
angeline: Thanks, love :D
WEIZHONG: What did you say? I forgot. Hurhur.
Daniel: you takecare hor! haiyoyo, its okay, still have tomorrow what :] ly,
P: Tell me who you are luh :D There shouldn't be secret within friends.

To see you smiling now, is my greatest wish.
I just hope that everything will be fine for you, and i'm contented.
Maybe without my existence, you will feel better.
So i guess i should just disappear from your world.

And i miss you so so much.
Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 8:33 PM

I still love you, ):
FEATURING FEIYAO! :D
Firstly,
Secondly,
Then,
Lastly, -.-
@ 7:18 PM

This will be a post for photos taken on Saturday.






CLIQUE! ❤











































@ 6:48 PM

JEANN: Haha, you still remember uh? Anytime :D And thanks :]
Max: Haha, you are funny eh :D LOVEYOU,
Szeli: Thanks alot, seriously. Loveyou, :D
kkcw: I'm sorry =X
WEIZHONG: WZ is here! Thanks for everything, eh :D Really appreciate it.
from your darling bird bird: Thanks alot :]
P: Thanks, but you are? =X
Daniel: Really thanks luh, feiyao. You are the best man. And you very lazy hor! Don't know how to feed yourself! You takecare too! :D
unknown: Thanks alot :D But you are?
-meL_.: Thankyou :D Cheese.

Thank you, WANSHING.
Thank you, QIANLING.
Thank you, GRACE.
Thank you, IRIS.
Thank you, YANWEN.
Thank you, SZELI.
Thank you, MELISSA.
Thank you, JINGYI.
Thank you, ELIZABETH.
Thank you, FAYYAD.
Thank you, JUNSHENG.
Thank you, WEIZHONG.
I'm really grateful for what you all have done.
Appreciated.
As promised that i will smile, i will.

And i wish you happiness, sincerely.
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 4:03 PM

SAD.
Currently at wanshing's house now -.-
Thanks for what she had done.
And szeli is heading to her house now.
I don't know what to do. I am useless.
I really am. I really hate myself.
I regretted. Really regretted.
I guess i just have to wait for time to heal the wound.
There's nothing more i could do.
And i know you don't read my blog anymore. ):

I want my incrediblehulk back. I want my kundfu panda back.
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 11:56 PM

I'm feeling so so sad today.
Sigh, i want to spill everything out. But there's no one for me to turn to.
And it is just so difficult to say. I'm feeling so sad.
I just wish that everything will be over soon.
EVERYTHING.
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 5:09 PM

There's a COCKROACH in our classroom today!
OHGAWD, to think that i actually shiver even when i'm thinking about it now.
I guess we really should stop eating stuffs in class :X

Physics was totally shit today.

Due to some reasons, some of us were made to stay back after school to complete his homework plus another set of it. To add on, Ms Kaur added some more punishment as well.
As a result, Yanwen and i spent hours after school just to complete that punishment -.-
Okay, this is a random post -.-

And tomorrow is the competition! ><
I'M EXTREMELY NERVOUS!
OHNO,

I hope its not true. ):
Sigh, and we were not like last time already,
isn't it? ):
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 7:30 PM

Thanks people, for cheering me up.
I'm fine after a sleep already :D
APPRECIATED,
I guess i have really been thinking too much.
Ohwell, I hope i will feel UP tomorrow again,
and not down, down, DOWN.

Don't worry love, i'm fine :]
Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 8:40 PM

No words can express my feelings now.
What should i do?
Sigh, i just wish everything were so fine.
Or maybe i am thinking too much.

I rather not know about the truth. ):
Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 11:26 PM

Looks like you have got a boyfriend.
We will see how things go. I guess its getting exciting huh.
WANSHING, I WANT MY YOUTH DAY!

I just want you to be by my side,
But i guess you are too busy right now. ):
@ 1:21 PM

I'm seriously bored right now.
But my mind is occupied with every other things.
Well, just hope that that thing will be settled after WE meet up the next time.
And i hope the next time will be just talks, and no violence.
Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 9:28 PM

TPJ,
You caused so many trouble in our band.
All those misunderstandings and stuffs. I'm fed up already.
And you caused Huiling to be so upset,
you know how much it hurts when one sees how sad her/his friend is.
Or maybe you don't, because you don't have any friends at all.
Whatever.
I just need a break, please.
Can't we have our youth day back, when every other students are celebrating it? ):
I'm sad. I don't know what to do anymore.
Sigh, sometimes i wish i am not in this world. Forget it.

As mention in your blog, we are the bad guy.
To think that we actually want to help her, but she seem to not care about it.
Urgh, whatever. I just wish you are out of my world. Disgusting.
Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 8:14 PM
The truth in every lie,

Alright, today was alright.
Probably because school ended early :D
And we had a run around the school for like 20-25minutes, NON-STOP.
That is indeed tiring ):
Well, after that, did SOMETHING, and headed home.

So well, i totally lost hope on her. No comments on that.
Seriously,
if you happen to pass by my blog,
i hope that you actually know i am talking about you.
We did all the talkings, and i know you lied alot.
So well, whether or not you want to change, its up to you.
I have wash my hands off you. I just find it disgusted by your attitude.
Well, I am pretty much tired already.
Of everything.

QINGAIDE! <3
Thursday, July 3, 2008 @ 7:30 PM

Just now as i was walking to the kitchen,
something affected my mood pretty much.
A person who is unable to talk came and knock on our gate.
Curious at who that person is, i went to look.
Its a man who is selling toys at costing about 10bucks and above.
And my mum was actually hinting him that she doesn't want to buy.
I wanted very much to buy, but i hadn't have the money ):
It is so saddening.
Not that i blame my mum for not buying,
but imagine someone who is unable to talk, is climbing on every storey,
knocking on every single door, persevering, hoping that one kind person is able to buy.
Now, it links back to us.
He is working so hard just to earn a few bucks to have his stomach filled up,
while WE, so fortunate to have a family and a school to study,
are not studying hard for our future.
This is just so so sad ):
I just hope that a kind soul would buy his toys.
My heart really aches when it comes to all this ):
Sigh, I hope things will get better for him.

My dearest bigzero, <3
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 7:55 PM

Alright, a new day starts.
Time flies rather fast today.
Kind of enjoyed myself in almost every lesson.
Especially chemistry, when me and maxine are talking about how hot is Chace Crawford,
And i guess i have to return Ashton a brand-new newpaper. =X
OMG, CHACE CRAWFORD IS REALLY HOT! ><

INCREDIBLE ANDRE! I MISS YOU! <3
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 6:16 PM













This is Chace Crawford.
Yes, i know he is really really hot.
Well, at least i think he is.
*grins*

I need angmoh, really really badly!
):
Oh dear, I just want to see angmoh for the sake of my eyes. =X
(tsk, boyfriend, dont get jealous :D)
I guess i am going crazy.


Anyway, tomorrow will be a long day again!
Sigh, i hate Wednesday!


ILOVEYOU <3